Getting a B

Starting the semester off with a B on my first quiz was disheartening for a gal who has set her sights on getting all A's. And because I'm dramatic, it went from just a B on a quiz to "There's no way I'm going to be a successful entrepreneur." Because if I can't do it perfectly, then what's the point of even doing it at all? Doomed before I'd even really started.

I suck at failing. I hate the learning curve. This trait has prevented me from starting hobbies that I may be interested in, because the story I've told myself is that if I'm not immediately brilliant at it, then I will never be good at it. Why have I done this to myself?!

Yesterday morning I took my kids on a walk, and while I was huffing and puffing and thinking about that B, a phrase from Jeff Sandefer's "Living Life as an Entrepreneurial Hero" popped in my head: "real entrepreneurs learn to fail quickly, cheaply and often." It made me think that this B on the quiz was the perfect intro to life as an entrepreneur. In light of my goal, a B is failing quickly and cheaply. Because I will fail. Probably often, with varying degrees of severity. Getting a B on this one quiz doesn't prevent me from getting an A in the class. As for business? Those mistakes and missteps I'll inevitably make won't prevent me from attaining the goals I've set for myself. Just because I encounter a shipping problem with my product, or run into personnel issues, doesn't mean that I'm a terrible business owner and will never succeed.

I want to be like the person in Teddy Roosevelt's quote:
The credit belongs to the man in the arena . . . who if he fails, at least fails while daring greatly, so that his place will never be with those cold and timid souls who have never tasted victory or defeat.
I long to be in that arena, to develop the ability to fight and keep fighting even if I'm not perfect in the beginning.

Other lessons this week I want to remember:

The Start-up of You - Plan to adapt. I have a Plan A, but what's my Plan B? Plan Z? What will happen if I don't get an A in this class, how will I adapt? What will happen if my current business plan doesn't work out, how will I adapt? Where am I going to retreat to if everything goes belly up?

"Life as an Entrepreneurial Hero" - Make sure every decision I make answers these three questions positively:

     1. Did I accomplish something meaningful?
     2. Was I a good person?
     3. Who did I love and who loved me?



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